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UGHHHH LIFE IS ALL I HAVE TO SAY. I HAVENT WRITTIN IN THIS THING IN SO LONG. well lets see what has happend. a shit load of stuff, but right now. the way it goes right now, is BOYSSSSS. I CANT STAND THEM. CANT LIVE WITH THEM AND YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT THEM. i mean there is his boy and everything and i like him alot, but he lives in the bronx and we have hung out a couple times, and we have been talking for a long time, and he said he loved me last night, and i was just like, i dont kno what to say, i cant say that right now. i mean i do have strong feelings for him, i realli do, but i cant say that back to him. its like were together but not like offically. i dont know what to do. UGHHHHHH I HATE BOYS.
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[15 Feb 2006|07:16pm] |
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wow it has been so long since i last used this thing, myspace is so addicting, i remember when this was the addicting thing. well yesterday was valentines day and yea it sucked, just like every year. its the holiday i hate the most. there is no point to it unless you have someone. if u dont have someone then the holiday makes you nfeel like shit. ugh i hate this, im sick of always being the friend never the girl. and im sick of my one guy friend, who i have been fighting with a lot lately. i mean idk what to do anymore.we have been friends since 8th grade, and besides mike and will, he is my closet guy friend. i dont want to loose the friendship, but i dont want to keep going though this pain, from the fights we get into, and how he ignores me still. and when i do tell him how i feel bout our friendship, he changes for like a week, he will wave or smile in the hall, then like 2 weeks later, he is back to ignoring me again. idk if i should keep the friendship, or what i should do. ugh can someone help me pls.
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[28 Jan 2006|04:16pm] |
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woah its been a long time since i last wrote in this thing, i have been so addicted to myspace, its sad. hmm well lest see what is knew besides matt and me in a big fight. were on not talkin terms. i really just want to kno "WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN THE ONE WHO KNOWS HOW TO MAKE YOU SMILE WHEN YOU ARE CRYING,IS THE ONE WHO IS MADE YOU CRY IN THE FIRST PLACE" what do u do, he was one of my best friends, and i wish we could just talk out wtf happened. i dont want to loose him.
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| wow long time since i updated |
[13 Oct 2005|02:22pm] |
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wow its been a long time since i updated. holy shit. well lets see. school started a month ago and now im a sophmore. woot woot. hm lets see what else. school is going great, and if i didnt have my friends i dont kno what i would do. my birthday was last week on the 3rd. which was awesome. i finally turned 15, now its the countdown until im 16. woot woot. bets part bout ebing 16 is the BIG SWEET 16 that happens. i alreadi have a place and the date. im so excited. best part it is gonna be a costume party so all my friends have to come in a costume.:) well lets see what else, im still single which isnt such a bad thing. i actully like ebing single. its actully a lot more fun.and over the weekend my aunt passed away. so from saturday until tuesday i was in long island for the wake and funneral. :'( it was hard cuz i was close to her and i miss her so much.
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[21 Aug 2005|12:12am] |
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well it took some talking and time but me and angelo are friends again. and well he haqs a gf but she is awesome. she is so nice but she reminds me of me so much. its so weird. but anyway i havent updated in so long. so weird. i am on my myspace all the time. anyway ill update later.
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[19 Jun 2005|08:47pm] |
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WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I committed suicide:
» I said I loved you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
WHAT ABOUT US:
» Who are you?
» Are we friends?
» When and how did we meet?
» How have I affected you?
» What do you think of me?
» What's the fondest memory you have of me?
» How long do you think we will be friends?
» Do you love me?
» Have I ever hurt you?
» Would you hug me?
» Would you kiss me?
» Do you have a crush on me?
» Are we close?
» Emotionally, what stands out?
» On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
» Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
» Am I loveable?
» How long have you known me?
» Describe me in one word.
» What was your first impression?
» Do you still think that way about me now?
» What do you think my weakness is?
» Do you think I'll get married?
» What about me makes you happy?
» What about me makes you sad?
» What song/thing reminds you of me?
» What's something you would change about me?
» How well do you know me?
» Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
» Do you think I would kill someone?
» Are you going to repost this and see what I say about you?
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[18 Jun 2005|05:01pm] |
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OMG i havent updated in such a long logn long time. wow. well thingsa have gotten better between me and angelo. we wont talk to each other well, he wont talk to ,me and at this point i dont give. i am getting over him slowly, but i am. oh and by the way i dont kno if i am liking ronnie to much anymore. i am liking someone else and if u want to kno call me or im me. anyway i cant type to much now but i ill will update later. so long.
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[09 May 2005|06:42pm] |
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wow i havent updated in a long time. lol anyway nothing new realli happened, me and angelo havent talked for over a month and it is realli starting to get to me now. even though i kno he isnt worth it. i dont kno y i am doing this to myself over him. i mean if he ever needs someone to talk to he knows im there. i just hope eventully things go back t the way they used to be, cuz i realli miss him. oh i like someone else know but i dont kno if he likes me. i dont want to put his name so if u want to kno im me and i will tell u my sn is mrsdepp103. anyway im suppoesd to be doing my homework right now but oh well all i have is um math and oh well i dont hav it for vegliante. so anyway, i am so bored right now do do do do do do, butr serioulsy i need someway to get my mind off of angelo. i dont kno what to do. well i am starting to get over him. i like someone else, its just a little crush i am trying not to let it go out of control this time. anyway ill update more later. so long
<3 nicole
ps. i might start writing in this journal like a diary, so i might sound stupid at some points but oh well. i might do it and i might not. hmmmmmmmmm
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[26 Apr 2005|07:37pm] |
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I dIdNt ReAlIzE
HoW mUcH yOu
MeNt yOu MeN
To Me UnTiL nOw
ThAt YoUr gOne
He BrEaKs YoUr HeArT
AnD TeLLs YoU LiEs
WhY Do GiRlS
FaLL fOr ThEsE GUYS
Its true you dont know
what youve got until
its gone, but its
also true you
dont know
what youve been
missing until it arrives!!!
jUsT wHeN u LEast eXpEcT iT u sTaRt
tHiNkinG aBoUt hOw hE mAkEs u lAuGh aNd hOw u
fEeL wHeN uR aRoUnD him<3
AnD u rEaLiZe u cAre aBoUt
him alot mOrE tHeN yOu thought u did <3
i dont kno what happend between us but i wish i could go back and change it we were such good friends what happended
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[20 Apr 2005|07:52pm] |
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just to let you all know i didnt write that last journal entry, my frijessie did, she has never liked alli, dont ask me y, but she never has, and who ever that was who vandaluzed my xanga are real losers and need such a life. alli we need to talk, there is something on my chest that i need to get off and tell u, i hav been holding it in for a long time. we need to talk. i am sorry for jessie writing what she did,. i wasnt in the room when she did it, i was reading other journals then i left the room to make me and her breakfast, and i was still logged in on lj and then i came bac and i didnt kno she wrote. then this morning i am going to update my journal and wat do i see 24 comments from ppl saying crap about me when i wasnt the fuckin one who wrote the entry. i hate this fuckin town. all of somers sucks so much. u ppl should kno me by now that i would never post something like that online.
( HOLD ON )
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well i survived the airplabne ride to north carolina yeah. loo omg the plane was so friken small. it was 3 seats across. omg i will [post a pic of the planbe latat i g12g jessie is ova woot woot. yeah going to the movies. seeing guess who bbl.
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well as u all kno i am back to my original sn mrsdepp103. lol anyway i have to get on a plane 2marrow to go to north carolina for a wedding. im scared shit to get on a plane. i hate airplanes. i hav been on an airplane only a few times and i am still terrified. god help me. anyway.been a little upset the last few days. i cant post y but i would love to. but 2 ppl are going out, and the 2 ppl are my best friends, well one of them is the other one me and her our friendship has gotten messed up a hell of alot this year, and it seemd like were changing and we moving like away form each other. anyway i cant wiat to go to north carolina to get away from everything. i need to get away between angelo , and this w/ my 2 friends, everything is going so wrong. the thing is one of my friends i am telling how i am feeling, and she kind of doesnt understand, but the other friend, i cant tell him. its so hard to come out, i want to tell him but when i hav the chances it wont come out. i hope everything goes back to normal eventully. anyway for the past 3 days i hav listened to this song after song after song the same song. hope it kind of shows how i feel.
( ScArS by PaPpA RoAcH )
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hm lets see went shopping last night from 1 30 to 9 30, well from 1 30 to about 5 15 i was shopping then mike and matt came will didnt come he is a poop. lol we shopped a little then went to see Guess Who, michelle came and all four of us went. i got a johnny depp shirt yesterday. ha ha im sp speical. lol i will eventully take a pic. omg i started a myspace, omg it is so addicting. lol anyway i will update more later. by bye
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( StOrY I wRoTe )
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well lets see i crtied a couple of times today, im upset at aneglo, and sad about sonia, i need to talk tyo angelo so badly. ugh. anyway had an ok day, got detention form hugick. ugh i hate him. i forgot my hw home yesterday and i had to hav it in to him by 7 30 this morning, and i went to his room b4 7 30 and his door was locked. i mean omg and cuz of that i got detention. ugh oh well i went today, so anyway, i hav been sitting outside for the past to hours, decided to come in cuz my ass is all went, i was sitting on the grass on a big towel but, the water leaked through. lol anyway i will update more later. bbl
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well lest see today was a preety interesting day, it was ncie weathert fginally i wore a skirt. lol yeah, finally werather that i like. ha ha wow i am rambling on right now and typing random tyhings, well i hav to go to huntington olearnig center in like 10 mins. fun fun fun. stephianie betetr be there (girl from a diff school) hm i got new sunglasses over the weekend. and hm well lets see i am kind of mad at angelo, i mean over the weekend we made out and stuff, but then he wanted to go to second w/ me, and second to him is a hand job he wanted to go to 3rd giving head, but i wasnt going there, i told him i was uncomfterble going to second, and it felt like he was pressuring me into doing something i didnt want to do, i didnt do it anyway. i am upset cuz then after he goes to me, nicole i am disapointed. i am like wtf, if i dont want to do somethign im not going to do it. anyway, that whole thing kind of is turning me off about angelo, i mean, i had to say im uncomfterble coupke of times, i mean if he realli liked me he would hav listened the first time, i dunno i might be making this a bigger deal then it is but if anyone wants to helo me out im so confused w/what to do, well anyway i am liking will again. lol thats no gonna stop, but i am also liking someone else in out grade. i dotn want to say names but he is in my art class and is a wresteler. katelyn knows who it is. i like him a little bit. i mean he is alos in my english class. well anyway, i will update more latter,
well 2marrow marks it being 1 year since i lost my best friend, i miss her, not going to be in such a good mood 2marrow, i am gonna try to make the best of it, but i just need my friends 2marrow.
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ok now everyone i need to kno the truth form everyone its like a survey. do you think i am annoying in any which way and i wnat the truth, i dont care if u do, i just want to kno. oh and by the way will im fuckin sry i had ur sweatshirt at least i didnt take it home w/ me like someone did w/ your hat. not in such a great mood. im updet right now about a lot of things. here is the list
1) the way i have been acting lately
2) sonia cuz next wednesday makes it one year
3) friendships with some people
4) life in general
even though i had my first kiss things started to get betetr but now, it is all messed up
March 27th - April 2nd
FRIENDS
Your week may start out okay, but don't be surprised if things get a little frantic towards Friday. Even though it might even be fun to run at high gear for a day or two, you usually prefer going a little slower and paying more attention to detail. Be sure to use the weekend to relax and recharge.
LOVE
Things may be a little confusing for you right now, Libra. If it seems like your crush is saying one thing and doing something else, it might be time to sit down and have a talk. He may not be aware that he's doing this but a gentle word from you will probably clear things up.
FASHION
Bet it feels good to get those tank tops out of the dresser so that you can feel the sun on your arms! It's not summer yet, but don't forget the sunscreen (and that cute denim jacket, just in case...)
well there is my horoscope for this week oh and here are some compatibilitys w/ certain people
this is me and angelo
A Cancer/Libra romance fills a need they both have for a secure and loving relationship. Both signs like to give and receive true heartfelt signs of affection. It wouldn’t be uncommon to see either one sending love notes or sweet emails to each other. These signs together help give each other the steady, loyal relationship they desire. Since these two signs have so much in common they tend to work together very well and can do just about anything when they really try.
now this is me and will
Gemini and Libra will find each other mentally stimulating. Whether they agree with each other or not, a Gemini/Libra couple will probably find themselves talking for hours about everything and anything under the sun! These two signs can work very well together. Gemini is full of colorful ideas and they jump start Libra to put them in action. This combination is ideal for a great friendship and a sometimes sweet romance.
this is me and my best friend JESSIE we hav been friends since kindergarten and she is like my sister. i love her so much
Libra is represented by scales which means "balance". And that’s just what you get when two Libras are friends! They are both easy-going, creative and know how to have fun. One problem… They have a tough time making a decision! So the next time the question, "what movie do you want to see?" comes up, flip a coin or you will never get there!
now this is me and alli
Sagittarius is always on the go and Libra can definitely keep up with her. Nothing fazes Libra, including Sag’s quick changes, because Libra likes new challenges too. They both love solving puzzles, riddles, and mysteries. Sagittarius needs to remember that Libra can be pretty sensitive, and Libra needs to know that she shouldn’t back down from an argument, especially if she feels strongly about something. There may be some rough spots in this friendship, but life with these two is always interesting and fun!
well anyone who reads this entry u must anser the question on top am i annoying i would rather ppl tell me i am then not and lose my friends. i dont want the same thign to happen to me that happend to me in my old school. oh and by the way will did i say sry for your sweatshirt at least i give it bac tou and dont take it home
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[31 Mar 2005|08:23pm] |
well lets see 2marrow is april fools day, my half b-day is on sunday, ha ha so is anthonys. lol and now anthony is telling me to watch my back for 2marrow. god save me. well next wednesday makes it one year that i have lived with out sonia. if i am crying like i am now i couldnt even imagine sonias mom. saturday i am going to see them cuz sonias mom is having such a hrd time this time of year.. i miss her most fo all. thats it. everyday i have wondered what it would be like for her to be here, i miss her so much. well on sta im going to see angelo. wow things in my life have become so much betetr. knowing i hav angelo there, and will as my best friend
i will update more lata bbl
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HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE
this weekend has been the best weekend every, friday i went to the mall w/ ann (sonias mom) chrissy (sonias sister) Gabby and angelo(sonais cousins) mary (sonais aunt) and Carmelina (sonais grandma) and of course my mom and sisters, other wise how would i get to the westchester. lool well that is a day to remember, hence as all of u must kno if u read the entry b4 this one. i got my first kiss. lol. then yesterday me and lisa got our nails done then we went to mandees. lol tat was so muchf un, we tried on the funniest shirts. shrits thet we would never pick of and wear in our life. lol omg and we also couldnt read anything. one of the shirts said '24 hour party girl' i read it as "b4 hour party girl" lol. then all of the other shirts. omg lisa it was so funny. then the naiul place, trying to pick out a color for our nails. lol omg, we had such a great time. now today i am going to my aunts house for easter. going to play pool for the whole time. i will beat my uncle again like i always do. lol i suck at the game and i win. lol it si the funniest. hm what else. oh i want to go see angelo 2marrow so badly. i am trying to get down there but i dont think i will. maybe they should come up if there not doing anything. hmmmmmmmm we hav to see. well anyway i hav to go now goin to my aunts if u need me im me or hit da cell. BBML.
( To ALL oF mY fRiEnDs )
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